SAY PEAS.

P E A S ☆

"I learned that courage was not the absence of fear,
but the triumph over it. The brave man is not he who
does not feel afraid, but he who conquers that fear."

Nelson Mandela

I've seen rainbows that could take your breath away.

Saturday, May 28, 2011 9:44 PM

Leadership symposium is over! And surprisingly, I kind of miss spending time with group 16 ._.

Frankly speaking, LS started with me grumbling about how I'd rather go for lectures and leave school before 1, how I hate to come back during 1st week of holidays for make up lectures, and how I think LS is totally, totally boring. But spending time with group 16 was really great. We have funny/quiet/cool/outspoken people and I think we just make a great team! (and to quote Bryan, the most enthusiastic team too! )

And I had my first MUN! I was pretty scared actually, but Shona did the opening speech which made me feel more at ease. Kengyan was as usual the funny guy. And I was recognized twice >.< But overall I would say that it was great seeing everyone debating about the resolution. I wish I could be more outspoken too ._.

And I think, chatting with the girls during tea/lunch was great too! But best of all was Island Creamery at KAP. And omg, Bryan's card magic seriously freaked me out. It was the true blue super duper real type of freaky :O

Ego booster was fun too, everyone says I'm outspoken and funny, but I want to be something else other than that :X And I swear I had no impression that I met Bryan before at CIP briefing. Double promise, cross my heart.

Overall, I would say that LS was better than I expected, and I had a lot of fun with group 16! Kudos to the committee who planned this! :D

And I never believed fairy tales came true.

Friday, May 20, 2011 1:40 AM

Right, life is really busy huh. Anyway, I wore full blazer attire for 4 times last week -.-

Let's start from Tuesday, when we had our awesome entre day. I kept raising my voice to get people to buy lignum tees, and badges, and polaroids, and RARLAKABASAMALA ._. was actually sick buy I decided not to use my MC since its entre day is like, a house thing. We were second btw, behind Ignis (:

Wednesday was our investiture ^^

Was feeling a little :/ about the presents, somehow I'm still not satisfied with the quality of the candles. There were few that looked nice, with bubbles spread out evenly. (e.g. jinghan's singyee's and the jh4s'! ) but most of them just have too many bubbles D:

I kind of miss the 43rd, right after investiture ended. They walked with us since our application/interview/campaigning/elects camp until now. Woosh. Had a lot to say, wanted to write cards but can't seem to find them time. I wanted to thank ben, yunjin, linda, nandini, wenqi etc. huhhuh, imissyouall already lehszx. (singlish -.-)

I thought about how lucky I am to have Mr Low as a GP teacher. I guess he isn't exactly the best teaching teacher in the school, but he definitely deserves to be the most caring teacher in the world. Yup, I was really touched that he kept asking me if i was okay, if i could cope, should i drop something to have more time for myself. I thought such teachers belonged to the secondary schools, where miss yep had heart to heart talks with us and made sure we were doing well emotionally/physically/academically/waterlily christopherlee leehyori blah blah blah.

I finished 19minutes over the weekend! And it got me thinking about what justifies murder. I wanted to do a good book review on this too, but again i found time slipping through my fingers D:

What justifies murder? Does being bullied to the extent you feel worse off then dying, when death seems easy, slow, when everyone is against you, justifies making their lives just as miserable, by murdering them? I guess that was what Peter meant, to say that the 10 people deserved to die as they made his life worse then death for 12 years.

What justifies murder? (which made me think of...) what about mercy killing (euthanasia)?

oh well, random :x

Tues was deepak's bday, had a surprise bday party for him at his hse. But I realised it was more of a catching up session for me and kt, tn, sharm, harshaana, nanthini, nic, pooooooohh. miss anderson :x

went back to anderson on wednesday to promote nj! I actually thought it was during EFL, but it was like this booth thingy. NY had justin YY sharon bixia and larry, saw mehmeh and lionel (TJ), sharmini jinhu atiqah(RJ) tianning joyce willy(HC). MR TEO TZE WEI AND MR TEK WERE FROM ANDERSON!! and they know mdm wong lai fong, mrs theresa lim, mr ng chee siew, mr wong teck hock. YES MR TEO WAS MR WONG TECK HOCK'S STUDENT. SO AM I ^^

I think, I can do better. Physics is like my fav sub now so I promise to do even better ^^ I miss Mr Ooi D: but I'm starting to like Mr Chan, he's really fast but I can understand now :D

Forces quiz 14/15, supposedly a good score i guess, except that there are two people in the class who scored 15/15 :/

JIAYOU WINGSANG YOU'RE THE AWESOMEST!

I'd walk to you if I had no other way.

Saturday, May 14, 2011 1:14 AM

First blog post in almost 2 years! I was just thinking about how 2009/10/11 passed so quickly. Okay, technically speaking we're still in 2011, but you get my point. Kind of miss 4/1, no I mean I miss it like mad. Really and truly! Realised in NJ that the kind of life I had in AND was really relaxed.

Mad relaxed.

I remember spending free periods disturbing people with a scissors when they all were doing homework. And sleeping in classes day in day out. And slacking in class during recess, eating home cooked food and sharing them with clique.

I guess I really need to get use to the pace in JC. The kind that goes off in full blast when council, CIP, academics and CCA all decide to kick in full force at the same time. At the same time.

Guess it's also my part to play, managing time well and all that. The way I waste time doing nothing, and then whining over the lack of time to do everything, I'm sometimes irritated too.

TIME MANAGEMENT TIME MANAGEMENT!

I'm sure I can finish the GP essays, math tutorials, chem tutorials, phy tutorials, ec homework, PW GPP. (gives a determined face that goes >.< )

Hwaiting! (omg and I miss fangirling over SHINee and jonghyun, his poster is still on my wall :/ )